Thursday, September 10, 2009

Things Change...

Why is it that whenever I actually find someone...or rather many someones that are actually interested in me, I am not FREAKIN interested in them! The ONE person who I AM interested in possibly creating a more...intermate relationship with, doesnt FREAKIN want one with me!!!! There are so many others now its starting to kind of FREAK ME OUT!!!
Ok i will start from the beginning...
About 2 weeks ago I started to text this REALLY nice guy called Mitch... And we got along so well, he seemed perfect for me! He was just the right kind of dirty and SO cute as well! hehe but then he began only texting me at night... and only texting me about dirty stuff so that I would make him... excited. Then he stopped texting and talking to me ALTOGETHER! But I got over it after a while, i mean he only really wanted me for sex anyway and all our conversations revolved around that. Anyway last friday night I went to my first "alcoholic" party (and yes I WAS an alcohol virgin =S) with my friend Shannon. We met some other people there too. Like this guy, who I USED to like a long time ago and we are still real good friends, Danny. And during the night and a few days before the party we were flirting HEAPS!!! and I touched him quite a bit too but he didnt seem to mind...he touched me to! But anyway I'd thought "Hey! we got really close, that was such a special night" HE didnt seem to think so though...a few days after the party we talked again and he told me 3 other girls that he is "interested" in, one being Shannon the friend i went with... Well this was quite a shock. But he seemed quite cryptic about it too, saying "oh crap I dont tell you now." So i told him to tell me a few of them... SO maybe he didnt tell me them all...but i dnt wanna get my hopes up!
Anyway resently this other guy called Brian has been talking and texting me a lot too and now HE seems really devoted! But he can be really annoying and quite up himself at times so i have no idea whether i should lead him on and like him or whether i should just be his friend...If i do lead him on then I am practially just using him because hes the only guy that seems to really want me..and he doesnt even want me!!! I have no idea what to do! Life is so confusing! and why did all of this stuff with Mitch, Danny and Brian have to happen SO CLOSE TOGETHER! i mean maybe if it had happened over a number of months instead of days then i would be able to handle it better! :(

Monday, December 29, 2008

Top 10 Video Game Couples

Okay so i was looking up games with romance and love involved and i kept finding these sites that had the Top 10 couples in video gamer history, but the couples chosen weren't what id call 'Top 10 material." So I'm gonna make a list of my own and ill put pictures of each couple nominated on this blog too, so you can see how cute and couple like the "Top 10" really are.
Oh and if you see that the same person is in more then one photo this does not mean that they are sluts! Some of these couples are theoretical and are not actually couples in the game they just look good together. Also i have a very limited supply of couples to choose from because even though Ive played my fair share of video games i haven't played every single game in gamer history. In fact i probably only know of about 10 couples altogether. See how rare it is to have a romance in games, there really should be more of it because i makes the game so MUCH more interesting!
Anyway here they are, my favourite couples (the top 3 couples will be chosen at the end of this blog and i will give a description about why i chose them) :

1. Leon & Ada - Resident Evil 2&4


















2. Jill & Chris - Resident Evil 1&Umbrella Chronicles














3. Sora & Kairi - Kingdom Hearts 1&2










4. Meryl & Snake - Metal Gear Solid TTS&4














5. Leon & Claire - Resident Evil 2












6. Claire & Steve - Resident Evil Code: Veronica X











7. Meryl & Johnny - Metal Gear Solid 4













8. Billy & Rebecca - Resident Evil 0&Umbrella Chronicles


















9. Mario & Princess Peach - Mario Galaxy

















10. Nero & Kyrie - Devil May Cry 4

Okay so that's all 10.
My favourite couple at the moment would probably have to be Claire and Steve, because at the end of the game Steve gets infected by a virus that turns him into a huge mutated creature and he tries to kill Claire. But he stops himself even though it is said to be impossible to control your body when the virus has taken over. So that means that he must have loved Claire so much that he was able to destroy the virus out of his body to save her. Unfortunately without the virus Steve could no longer survive, so he died, but right he does, he tells Claire that he loves her, which is soooooo sweet and makes his love even more real because hes dying.
My 2nd favourite couple is Meryl and Johnny. I absolutely LOVE Meryl (not in a gay way!) i wanna be her! She is so awesome! Johnny is part of her military team and constantly messes up. A few times Meryl even slaps him LOL but i think that makes him want her more. Hes always trying to get Meryl's attention. When Meryl almost dies he saves her life, she kisses him in thanks (hehe!). From then on he thinks he and Meryl are a couple, but she keeps pushing him away (he tries holding her hand!!!! So cute!!!), until he tells her he loves her and that he wants to marry her, she accepts on the terms that they have a real wedding and that she will be a real bride. So they get married in the end!!! Which is soooo cool. I love happy ending!
Third is probably Meryl and Snake. In MGS: TTS. Snake meets Meryl and shes uber cool and a tomboy and she constantly flirts with him, he doesn't believe that girls are good enough to be soldiers, but Meryl proves him wrong, she shows him that shes even more capable then he is in some situations, like making distractions, if you get what i mean ;). Anyway she gets him to fall in love with her and she saves him in the end, then he saves her back! But unfortunately they separate and in MGS4 they met again but Snakes body growth has accelerated and so hes an old man, but that's not the only reason they don't get it on again, Meryl has "changed" apparently LOL.
So those are my top 3 at the moment it may change you never know. :D
Send me a comment if you disagree...

Friday, December 19, 2008

She Copied Me Again!!!

I wish i had NEVER told "Sarah" about Yoville and Facebook because now shes gone and made herself an account on facebook! And i bet shes gonna get Yoville just because i have it!!! God Dammit i need to learn to keep my mouth shut about this stuff, she just copies everyone!!! She never ever has an original thought in her head she just copies everyone elses hobbies and ideas! I am sooo never EVER telling her about blogspot! She'd probably make herself an account then try add me like on facebook! Which i am so NOT adding her on! I'm not giving her a way to copy yoville to her own account!
I've been so stupid! I should have seen this coming! i thought i could talk to her about Yoville without her trying to copy it herself because her parents wouldn't even let her have bebo! But then her parents let her so of course she going to make a Facebook account to just like she got MSN! Then she tells me that Facebook is rubbish! I mean i already told her that!!! I was agreeing with her! Then she keeps going on and on about how Bebo is soooo much better then Facebook! I've already said that!!!! You stupid women!!!!! She just wants to copy me and now that Morgan has Facebook and Yoville too she wants it so that she can "score points" with him!!!! But he hates her!!!! Everyone HATES her!!!! Shes so stupid she cant even see when people are getting annoyed at her!!!
OK sorry about that i just had to get that off my chest! Shes annoying me sooo much! Nicole if your reading this "Sarah" (You know her real name) just made herself a Facebook account! Which is like my thing! And she copied me just like she copied all of us by getting MSN and Bebo! Shes invading our away from "Sarah" time! And shes ALWAYS online!!!!! I'm NEVER going to add her! Shes so sucky at online chatting anyway she cant do it at all! So does Morgan really, but shes even worse! She knows nothing about it! Its an art so few people have.
Then the other day i was talking to her supposed crush...lets call him Mark on MSN. She added him to our MSN convo with me, her, Morgan, Josh, Ben and Sharon. And then almost as soon as he came in the convo she left! Talk about chicken or what! Shes always going on about how "tough" she is and she cant even talk to her crush on MSN!!!!! Its so easy to talk to people on MSN, way easier then talking in real life and she cant even do that!!!
I don't know why she even makes all these accounts for herself if shes not going to use them properly! She wanted MSN so she could talk to people i suppose, in other city's like Mark. Shes like a never ending talking machine! Shes always trying to make "her boys" think shes super awesome and that they belong to her and her only! Of course she doesn't tell them that, shes not that stupid! She just acts really sad and depressed if anyone else from our little group starts talking to them. Shes so annoying and she never stops being annoying i mean sometimes shes alright, she can even be funny at times (very rare moments) and she laughs at our jokes which is nice i suppose, well actually sometimes she just says WTH? DRY! Which isn't really that nice and actually makes us real worse. But shes also one of those people who would just ditch her friends completely if she were offered the chance to hang out with a guy. The worst thing is she acts all stupid and innocent, like shes done nothing wrong and her friends are the mean ones! Like shes always just the innocent little girl trying to be nice and we're all being the bad guys trying to be mean to her. Its like a survival instinct or something to act small and innocent so that everyone else feels sorry for her.
Like earlier this year me, Nicole and "Sarah" and some of Nicole's friends planned to go to Wendy's after school. Everyone going except me was in the same class last period on the day we were scheduled to go, so i had to wait for them. Sarah txted me and said to meet outside their classroom after school, so i did. But they had already started walking to Wendy's, apparently Sarah had said i can just make my own way down. Which i would sooo never do! The road we have to cross is so dangerous and its a lot better to be in a group, so i just went home instead.
The next day I talked to Nicole about it and she told me the whole story about how Sarah had said that "I could just get over it" and that she'd been the one that told everyone to leave me.
So yea i was mad at Sarah, wouldn't you be? and not Nicole. Then Sarah started crying and getting upset because i wouldn't talk to her, but id talk to Nicole and when i tried to explain it she just walked away and then all our friends, well not ALL of them, started saying that i was being unfair by forgiving Nicole but not Sarah! So then that made me bad guy!!!!! And I had to forgive her or everyone would think i was a complete bitch! I hate it when she does that and she always does!!!! And everyone falls for it every single time! But not me, I can see now and one day i will get her back, we all will.
Anyway this post is already way to long so i think ill end it here, ill update soon though :D

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Bored!

I am so bored I'm gonna write a blog about being bored! You may even fall asleep reading this post! In fact don't even read this post its not even worth reading, its just me ranting on and on about nothing, most likely about resident evil because that's what I'm obsessed with at the moment :) So yea if u read it and fall asleep its not my fault because i did warn you!
Now I've run out of things to say so I'm just gonna talk about Steve....you know the one I'm like in LOVE with! (Resident Evil Code: Veronica X) Well at the moment I'm playing the game, even though its kind of a waste of time seeing as Ive pretty much looked up almost every video on YouTube with Steve Burnside in it, but still its nice to see things for yourself.
In the game you play as this chick called Claire Redfield whose looking for her brother Chris Redfield, I don't know much about Chris but Claire is pretty cool. Shes kind of like Ada but personally I think Ada is cooler, Claire is ALOT nicer and less mysterious though, which could be either a good or bad thing.
So you play as Claire for the first part of the game, later I think you change characters to Chris but I haven't got that far. At the moment, I dunno exactly how far I am because I'm trying to finish the game on my own without cheating or looking at a walk through. I've seen Steve a few times but hes being kind of an asshole ATM, I'm sure he'll grow out of it soon though. I think maybe the whole being an asshole and acting tough and everything is just to cover up how sensitive and sweet he really is. Which most guys do BTW. Anyway so I'm Claire and Steve kind of partners up with her for a part of the game until they both fall down this hole and find Steve's dad who has turned into a zombie and almost tries to kill Claire but before he does Steve shoots him and kills his own zombie father to save her...*sign* then he cries and stuff and its quite sad, Claire comforts him and then tells him to "take a rest." This is where Claire then ventures off on her own again, stupid move if u ask me! Steve is super cool with his automatic TMP's (type of gun) he has 2 *sign* i have to say he is SO sexy when he uses them :D And yes I do know hes not a real person, a girl can dream cant she...?
So now Claire is on her own fighting off hordes of zombies and other REALLY nasty creatures! Which are UBER scary! But I most go on and find Steve! I am motivated by the desire to find him! I will play this game till the very end no matter what comes at me because, although i don't want to see Steve die I do want to see him live and fall in love with Claire! So i will go on!
Omg! My dad just made me this horrible dinner! Which he calls his "special recipe" and thinks is soup but really its just all the orange coloured food in our fridge cooked and mushed together to make this thick, horrid, orange sludge! Excuse me while I puck it out! (not in the bulimic "pucking everything you eat" kind of way, but the "I'd rather be sick then eat this orange slop!"kind of way) Anyway GTG, update coming soon...

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Steve and Claire




OMG!!! I LOVE Steve!



I think your probably wondering who Steve is. Well hes off Resident Evil Code: Veronica X, I know I'm obsessed! I love Resident Evil. Especially romances within Resident Evil. First it was Ada and Leon now its Steve and Claire.



But this time I have the actually game that Steve and Claire "get together" in. For Ada and Leon I only had the game where they see each and have mysterious conversations about the past, which Ada constantly ignores! I had to look videos up on YouTube to find out that Ada and Leon share a kiss in Resident Evil 2.






But its alright now course I have the actual game where Steve and Claire kind of "get together." Okay if I'm being completely honest they don't actually "get together" exactly. Steve falls in love with Claire and I reckon she loves him too, but at the end of the game (I wish id discovered this on my own and not on YouTube!) Steve is infected by the T-Virus (which mutates people into zombies and huge ugly creatures). The T-Virus then transforms him into a huge zombie thingy that is controlled by...well i don't know actually, but the zombies are made to kill anything that's living, so Steve then tries to kill Claire. But he stops right before hes about to kill her and instead he kills himself to save her life. (inserts cry) (see Nicole this stuff is what you should really cry about! Omg I so have to make you watch Moulin Rouge!) Then when Steve changes back to his human/non-zombie self and declares that he loves Claire, he dies. (*sniff* *sniff*)
I love romance in games, its so uncommon but there's always room for it among Resident Evil Games, that's why i love them! They contain romance and I'm obsessed with romance i suppose. LOL

Oh yea another good couple from Resident Evil 1 is Billy and Rebecca. Billy is this really tough looking guy, who apparently killed 23 people, he used to be a marine and so hes really good at shooting things! LOL

Rebecca is this little girl, who really shouldn't be messing with the aftermath of the T-Virus but oh well. Anyway Billy is really tall and muscly and Rebecca is small and well not very muscly at all! But Billy protects Rebecca and they make a really cool team. Rebecca was supposed to find Billy and take him back to prison but she decided not to.

Later on in the game Rebecca is attacked by this huge zombie/mutant thingy and Billy rescues her and almost dies, he falls off this bridge into the river and Rebecca has to save him. Don't you just LOVE Resident Evil! Everyone sacrifices themselves for the ones they love (*sigh*)

Anyway if you every want to understand what I'm talking about look up Billy and Rebecca on YouTube or Steve and Claire on YouTube and you will find many videos of them! :)

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Tagged

Ok so I am finally doing this whole "tagged" thing. Happy now Nicole???? LOL

1. Do you think you're hot?
No, not really LOL
2. Upload a favourite picture of yourself.
Ummm, thats kind of impossible seeing as I hate all pictures of myself because i either look retarded or drugged and i have no favourite drugged/retarded pictures of myself so no i dont think i will.
3. Do you like the picture?
Well seeing as there is no picture I'd have to say, yes! :)
4. When was the last time you had pizza?
Umm probably last month, i know Ive had it recently but i forgot the exact date :)
5. What was the last song you listened to?
"Cry" by Mandy Moore, I'm listening to it right now :D
6. What are you doing right now besides this?
Listening to "Cry" by Mandy Moore...didn't i just say that.
7. What name do u prefer besides your name?
LEE!!! Not banana or banape or lemon or grape!!!
8. 5 people i tagged.
Well seeing as i have only one blogspot friend i cant really tagged more people then her :) but ill just make some people up...So theres Nicole (Real person), Sarah, Gemma, Kirsty and Jenna (non-real people)
9. Who is number 1?
Um well if my eye-sight isnt failing me then Nicole!
10. Who is number 3 having a relationship with?
Seeing as number 3 isnt a real person I'd have to say no one
11. Say something about number 5.
Oh Jenna...she not real! Hows about that??? :P
12. How about number 4.
Number Fours name is Kirsty.. is that good enough ???
13. Who is buddy number 2?
Sarah, another non-real/made-up person :D

Hey and i guess ive finished that wasnt so bad :)

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Finally Sorted

Yesterday I decided I'd had enough, the whole sleepover/movie day was getting way too confusing so i called Lauren to finally sort out what was happening on Thursday. But their was one problem Sarah! Sarah thinks that the whole world revolves around her and that we have to change our plans to satisfy her.
Shes busy in the evening on Thursday and has to be home by 6.30pm. So me and Lauren organised to meet with Sarah and sort out the whole issue.
In the end we decided that we would watch the movie at 4.00 and then take the bus to the mall, from there Sarah's parents could pick her up. And Sarah was fine with this and so we're we. Then that night i sent out a txt explaining what the plan was. And everyone who was coming was fine with it and happy with what we'd decided.
Next morning Sarah txted Lauren saying that her mum can drop her off at St Luke's Mall for the early showing of HSM3 at 10.00am, which we had already agreed was way too early. And I'd already told everyone we were going to the later one. But Sarah felt that we should change all our plans just so she could come.
But I didn't want to change our plans because they were perfect everyone got to do what they wanted, such as go shopping, eat dinner and see the movie without having to rushing and we'd made it so that Sarah would have enough time to get home. But she wasn't happy unless we went to St Luke's at 10.00pm. No one else wanted to though so she decided she wasn't coming. I think she hopes to try guilt us into saying we'll get up early (impossible i no!) and see the 10.00am showing. But its impossible to get up early on holiday, no one gets up early, especially if they don't have to! Just because shes completely insane and gets up at 8am every day, doesn't mean everyone else does. The only reason she can get up so early is because she goes to bed at 7pm at night! Like shes still 8 year old or something. Everyone knows that you never go to bed before 10pm at least, in the holidays. Oh but its alright she gets to stay up "late" on Wednesdays so that she can watch Heroes and have something to annoy me and Michael about the next day. I hardly think 9.30pm is late though! Shes not even a fan of Sci-Fi and she only watches Heroes so that Michael will txt her. She always copies everyone else so that she can get ahead but don't worry "Sarah" you wont be ahead for long...Everything catches up with you eventually, especially when you do bad things to get there, doesn't she watch movies??? Oh yeah that's right she doesnt, shes only allowed to watch PG movies, shes not even allowed to watch Harry Potter! I guess she really is 8 or her parents think she is anyway! No shes not 8 shes 15 almost 16! I mean who cant watch Harry Potter!!! Harry Potter is the coolest! Ok maybe not the movies but the books are awesome, shes really missing out on life if she only ever watches PG movies. I know that movies aren't real but they have messages and can teach people about how life could be!
She says that anyone who watches "Borat" is disgusting and has "passed over to the dark side." LOL i guess that's me then, yeah I'm really bad because i sat on my couch and watched a movie! She has no clue and yet she makes judgements about everything and everyone! Especially if your not Christian, she gives you lectures about how you'll go to hell if you don't "give yourself to god." It doesn't really matter to me anyway and it just annoys me when she does that.
Anyway I'm really hungry so I'm gonna get some food! LOL
Updates available soon..xx